歌詞
歌词内容
作曲 : Daniel Sewell/ta Ukrainka/Zheani Sparkes/Ryan Stephen Klenk/Benjamin Fernando Barajas Lasky/Eli Winter/Autumn Beviacqua/June/Cynthoni/Anastasiia Ivakhnenko/Oleka (Autumn Beviacqua)/Chika Ueda/Angel Prost
[Part I]
我独自与他们抗争 吞下败果 输掉战役
[Verse 1: Danny Brown]
深陷地狱 精神桎梏让我一败涂地
Fight with them myself, I took that L and lost that war
怪罪所有人唯独不怪自己 转身离去 究竟症结何在
I was livin' in Hell, a mental cell down on the score
无人相助 他们纷纷放弃 想必我们已失去彼此
Blamed everyone but myself and went and left, what's the problem?
沉溺酒瓶 酗酒过量最终不省人事
Couldn't get no help, they all gave up, I think we lost 'em
无法面对人生 只觉死亡是唯一出路
Escapin' in that bottle, drank so much, I just passed out
头顶阴云密布 内心早已死寂
Couldn't face my life, felt like death was the only way out
凝视我的眼眸 看不到丝毫光亮 我已禁用药物
Dark clouds all over my head, inside, I was dead
唯有音乐 能倾诉这份抑郁
Lookin' in my eyes, you see no light, was off the meds
久而久之节节败退 压力如山难以接受
Wait until the music only express what's depressed
瘾君子 酒鬼 无论如何定义 我皆如此
Over time, I was losin', was so stressed, I couldn't accept it
偏离正轨 迷失本心 脱离真实 再难回头
A junkie, alcoholic, whatever you call it, I was all that
失去方向 生活错乱 斗志尽失选择放弃
Off track, already lost that, off the real, couldn't come back
曾告诉自己无需帮助 却连自己都不信
Lost sight, wasn't livin' right, had no fight, gave up
如今你怎会相信一个执迷不悟的人
Well I ain't tellin' myself, "Don't need help," myself, couldn't trust
精神崩溃 偏离轨迹 再也找不到回家的路
Now you how gon' believe in someone that couldn't leave it alone?
我想挣脱这该死的循环
Goin' off my mind, straight off my path, I couldn't find home
我残缺不堪 我残缺不堪
[Chorus: ta Ukrainka]
相册里藏着个金发小女孩
Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола
我不记得她是谁 不记得她是谁
Я бракована, я бракована
我想挣脱这该死的循环
Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована
我残缺不堪 我残缺不堪
Я не памʼятаю хто вона, не памʼятаю хто вона
相册里藏着个金发小女孩
Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола
我不记得她是谁 她是谁
Я бракована, я бракована
谁会为我挺身而出 我需要有人拯救
Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована
可笑的是 我曾以为他们的给予全是伪装和利用
Я не памʼятаю хто вона, хто вона
归咎他人 却看不清谁是强者 我太过盲目
[Verse 2: Danny Brown]
孤身一人 唯有歌声相伴 原来最大问题是自己
Who there for me? I need someone to come and save me
无力应对 失去希望 彻底失控
Crazy how I thought it was all they bought, they all tried to play me
不知自己是在苟活 还是慢慢走向死亡
Put it all on my nose, who I say the GOAT? I couldn't see
毒瘾扼住喉咙 让我窒息 无法喘息
On my own, words sing to me, the biggest problem was me
不把自己的话当回事 人生成了一场闹剧
Couldn't cope, I lost hope and I lost control
当众失控 被欲望腐蚀
Didn't know that I was livin' life or really was dyin' slow
不愿提及过往 只想尘封 麻木度日
Addiction had me by the throat, I couldn't breathe, just choke
我已不可信 也毫不在乎 只想说 去他的吧
My own words couldn't take serious, I was livin' a joke
亲手毁掉人生 毫不犹豫 深陷泥沼
Spazzin' out in public, so corrupted by the suffix
毒瘾缠身 矛盾丛生 固执己见 丢了事业
Didn't wanna discuss it, so stay, dust it, felt like nothing
被酒精和烦恼蒙蔽 不愿承认现实
I couldn't be trusted, didn't care, so I was like, "**** it"
深陷低谷 满心悲凉 无人能靠近
Destroyed my life, didn't think twice, I was stuck in
自我伤害 依赖药物 脱离毒品便彻底崩溃
Addiction, contradictions, wouldn't listen, lost my business
我想挣脱这该死的循环
Blinded by that drink and both my problems, couldn't admit it
我残缺不堪 我残缺不堪
Down bad, goin' out sad and no one could get through to me
相册里藏着个金发小女孩
Cuttin' on that, I was on that, off the drugs, was losin' it
我不记得她是谁 不记得她是谁
[Chorus: ta Ukrainka]
我想挣脱这该死的循环
Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола
我残缺不堪 我残缺不堪
Я бракована, я бракована
相册里藏着个金发小女孩
Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована
我不记得她是谁 她是谁
Я не памʼятаю хто вона, не пам’ятаю хто вона
几年过去 仍记得自己 甘愿走进社交隔离的牢笼
Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола
一切尽在掌控 即便有人劝说也不愿走出
Я бракована, я бракована
不愿挣脱自己的牢笼
Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована
母亲起初等待 后来忍无可忍开始咒骂
Я не памʼятаю хто вона, хто вона
这份疲惫 是家族传承的该死枷锁
[Verse 3: ta Ukrainka]
本不该放弃 但我如卡桑德拉般深知 一旦松懈便会万劫不复
Minęło parę lat, ale wciąż pamiętam jak dobrowolnie weszłam sama do społecznej izolatki
我彻底变成了变形记中 格里高尔·萨姆沙式的虫豸
Wszystko mam za bardzo pod kontrolą, nawet za namową nie wychodzę
卡亚说得对 我从未成为自由的飞鸟
Nie wyjdę z własnej klatki
总能找到回家的路 通往麻木与死亡的路
Matka najpierw czekała, potem nie mogła, więc zapieprzała
却忘了通往快乐 生活与希望的轨迹
A zmęczenia to do kurwy nędzy moj rodzinny gem
噢 丹尼叔叔 我无法自救
Miałam się nie poddawać lecz wiedziałam jak Kasandra, jeśli puszczę tylko lejce będzie bardzo, bardzo źle
噢 丹尼叔叔 求你给我建议
Wielce Gregor Samsa zamieniałam się w robaka
噢 丹尼叔叔 给我讲个故事
Rację miała Kayah, nie był ze mnie żaden ptak
带我看看那场骇人的恐怖展览
Zawsze znałam drogę do domu, drogę do nudy, drogę do śmierci
我想挣脱这该死的循环
Zapomniałam ścieżki radości, życia, jakiejkolwiek nadziei
我残缺不堪 我残缺不堪
Oh, uncle Danny, ja sobie nie radzę
相册里藏着个金发小女孩
Oh, uncle Danny, proszę cię o radę
我不记得她是谁 我不记得她是谁
Oh, uncle Danny, opowiedz mi bajkę
我想挣脱这该死的循环
Pokaż mi tą straszną okropieństw wystawę
我残缺不堪 我残缺不堪
[Chorus: ta Ukrainka]
相册里藏着个金发小女孩
Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола
我不记得她是谁 她是谁
Я бракована, я бракована
失去理智
Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована
看我的肌肤在火焰交响中炸裂
Я не памʼятаю хто вона, не памʼятаю хто вона
听着
Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола
迷失在这毫无幸运的世界 只觉满是仇恨（随性风格）
Я бракована, я бракована
必须振作坚持 即便感觉难撑到最后（是啊）
Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована
纵然众人皆想击垮你 也要奋力拼搏抵达彼岸
Я не памʼятаю хто вона, хто вона
无畏相信自己 坚信无人能阻挡（是啊）
[Outro: ta Ukrainka]
纵使遭受非议 也毫不在乎 展现真实自我（随性风格）
[Lost it?]
坚持自我 即便被恨又如何（随性风格）
[Part II]
全力以赴实现价值 目光短浅者不值一提
[Intro: Danny Brown]
放声高歌 历经风雨 终会将他们甩在身后（冲）
Watch my skin erupt in a cynthoni of flames
历经烈火淬炼 绝非虚言 我从困境中重生（是啊）
Check
虽有追随者 却已疲惫 深陷劳碌
[Verse 1: Danny Brown]
无人相信我的梦想 没人敢信我能坚持至今（是啊）
Lost in the world where ain't no luck, felt like it filled with hatred (Style)
或许该分享感悟 回想往昔 当时无人为我喝彩
Gotta stay up and keep it up, feels like you ain't gon' make it (Yeah)
兄弟 我心怀感恩 或许该去看看 登顶巅峰 尽情狂欢（狂欢）
Gotta take it there to make it there even though they all want it out you (Uh-huh)
让他们俯首称臣 别无退路 只剩“滚蛋 付我报酬”
Trust in yourself without a care, believe no one can stop you (Yeah)
曾一塌糊涂 酗酒嗑药 忘了自己是谁（谁？）
Even if they judge, don't give no ****, gotta share with what you made of (Style)
如今找回自我 也得到爱人相助（爱）
Gotta keep it up, trust in yourself, so what, even though they haters? (Style)
美好时光已至 生命得以救赎 我专注未来
Gotta make it work and know your worth, ain't those who short for Noah
绝不屈服 只因深知处境关键（是啊）
Gotta sing that tall, went through it all, in due time, you'll wash out 'em (Go)
必须改变 绝不放弃 日复一日皆是战役
Been through that fire, ain't no liar, I made it up out that struggle (Yeah)
我会坚持 他们心知肚明 我只专注要事
Got a couple buyers, I got tired, wrapped up in that hustle (Uh-huh)
找到自己的位置永远不晚 务必弄清使命
Can't tell my dream, they can't believe I made it and I'm still here (Yeah)
深知自己在信仰中的位置 安然无恙 思索这一切是否值得
Maybe share that tip and I'm thinkin' those years, wait, wasn't no hands in the air (Uh-huh)
已然看见光明 纵使过往黑暗 仍奋力抗争（是啊）
Man, I feel blessed and I might go check, yeah, number one, just go crazy (Crazy)
知晓正确之路 也明白自己已走了很远（冲）
Strap on they necks, there ain't no next, it's just **** you and pay me (Ah)
永不言弃 一次次崛起 昂首前行
I was so ****ed up, I was drinkin' drugs, I forgot who I was (Who?)
永不言弃 一次次崛起 昂首前行
Now I found myself and I got that help from everyone that I love (Love)
永不言弃 一次次崛起 或许我曾犯错
It's better days, my life got saved, I'm focused on the future (Ah)
你不配与我们并肩 砰 砰 砰
So ain't no way that I'm gon' cave 'cause I know it get crucial (Yeah)
你永远看不到我的终结（是啊）
Gotta change it up, no givin' up 'cause day-by-day is a battle (Ah)
永远看不到（永远看不到）
I'ma keep it up, they know what's up and focus on what matter (Uh-huh)
你永远看不到我的终结
It's never too late to find your place, gotta figure out, what's your purpose? (Uh-huh)
永远看不到（永远看不到）
I know my place in Christ, yeah, safe, I'm thinkin' 'bout, "Is it worth it?" (Uh-huh)
道路坎坷 我坚持不懈 终达目标（是啊）
I seen that light, put up a fight even though them days got dark (Yeah)
战役艰难 我愈发强大 坚定奋战
Know it's in my sight of what is right and I know I came far (Go)
兄弟们坚守 我曾深陷桎梏 如今如鸟般自由（鸟儿）
[Chorus: Zheani]
曾混迹街头 历经波折 如今无人敢轻视
Never, I get up, I get up, I've been strutting on
凭微弱节奏走出街头 如今以歌词为业（随性风格）
Never, I get up, I get up, I've been strutting on
如今已是前辈 众人皆知我擅长丧葬节奏（随性风格）
Never, I get up, I get up, I guess I was wrong
更糟的是 我曾失却热忱 如今强势回归 求知若渴（是啊）
You can't hang with us, boom, boom, boom
挣脱诅咒 追寻幸福 金钱皆为浮云
Never see the end of me (Yeah)
你永远看不到我的终结（我的终结 我的终结）
Never see the (Never see the)
你永远看不到我的终结（永远看不到终结）
Never see the end of me
你永远看不到我的终结（永远看不到终结）
Never see the (Never see the)
你永远看不到我的终结
[Verse 2: Danny Brown]
永远看不到（永远看不到）
When the road got rough, I kept it up and made it to my goal (Yeah)
你永远看不到我的终结
When the war got tough, I did get buff, somethin' strong, engage in four (Uh-huh)
永远看不到（永远看不到）
So stay there gang, I felt so trapped but now I'm free as a bird (Bird)
我们能重回往昔的完美
I used to serve on the block, got swerved, now everyone gettin' curved (Ah)
我坚信 全力以赴便能重拾美好
Made it out the street on two-watt beats but now I work with verses (Style)
我能细数过往 将一切重新拼凑
Now I'm OG, they all know me for putting beats in hearses (Style)
说真的 我曾做到过 你信吗
You know what's worse? I lost my thirst, I'm back now and I'm hungry (Yeah)
我能细数过往 再将一切拼凑 你信吗
Live above that curse and now I search for happiness, **** that money (Ah)
若不能再创造奇迹 我存在的意义何在
[Outro: Zheani]
毕竟 真正的魔力藏在事物开端
Never see the end of me, never see the end of me (Of me, of me)
众人皆知这点
Never see the end of me (Never see the end, never see the end)
万事一旦开始 便已终结
Never see the end of me (Never see the end, never see the)
唯有启程 那短暂微末的瞬间 才藏着值得言说的一切
Never see the end of me
若汇聚漫长生命中所有躁动时刻
Never see the (Never see the)
或许能再次捕捉开端的美好
Never see the end of me
或许能抵达爱的终极彼岸
Never see the (Never see the)
幻想耗尽 快乐是否也会消逝 这是真的吗
[Part III]
我个人的愿望是 狂热奔放的竞争 能驾着四马马车将我们席卷（四马马车）
[Spoken: Angel Emoji]
跨越世界尽头 抛向未知彼岸
We can have perfection like before
有时你会希望 永远沉浸在那份狂热中
I really believe that we can have perfection if we really tried
回想年少 曾自认丑陋
I can count it all up and assemble it back together
是执念 让自己陷入丑陋
No, for real, I've done it before, do you believe me?
如今真的变得丑陋 却渴望美丽虚幻的青春
I can count it all up and put it back together again, do you believe me?
那时 没有事物能打动你
If I can't make the magic again, what am I for?
当你富有受追捧 若对某物动容
The real magic is found in the beginnings of things, anyways
被表演或艺术打动 便显得平庸愚蠢
Everyone knows that
你必须时刻保持批判
The second something starts, it's over
脑海中要变得更好的声音 一定有现实体现
Only in the brief, microscopic first breath of "Go" is there anything worth talking about
他们一定能够 一一对应你的作为
If we combine all our restless moments in our long lives together
所以你别无选择 只能践行
Maybe we can capture the beginning again
突然厌恶爱情 对爱感到恶心
Maybe we can get to the lump sum of total love
爱人不过是穿透皮肤的眼眸
Is it true that after you run out of illusions, you also run out of pleasure?
暴露你本质里污秽的泥潭
My wish, personally, is that delirious, wild rivalry shall sweep us away on its four-horse carriage (Its four-horse carriage)
你疑惑 年少时那些令人愉悦的事物
Beyond the ends of the Earth, it casts us onto unknown shores
如今为何让你抓狂
Sometimes you wished that you stayed swept up in the delirium
幽默变得俗气 禁欲又太直白
And to think when you were young, you thought of yourself as ugly
但天啊 在抵达巅峰 沉入永恒睡眠前 能否再次尽情享受
You thought yourself into ugliness
在抵达巅峰 沉入永恒睡眠前 能否再次尽情享受
And now, being actually ugly, you crave your pretty, yet delusional youth
在抵达巅峰 沉入永恒睡眠前 能否再次尽情享受
Back then, nothing impressed you
When you're rich and desired, to appear struck by something
Moved by some performance or art is to appear common, simple-minded
You had to be a critic at all times
The voice in your head telling you to get better simply must've had some
—ply must've had some real life analog
So you had no choice but to embody it
You were suddenly disgusted with love, you were suddenly sickened by it
Lovers were just eyes popping through your skin
Exposing the vile slosh pits that constitute your essence
You wondered what made things enjoyable when you were younger
How those same things drove you insane now
Humor was corny, stoicism was too obvious
But God, can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep—
Can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep—
Can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep forever?
